Random thoughts

Drinking coffee and looking out of the window

I am writing and then erasing. .

I am dreaming and then I am waking up.

Random thoughts are coming to my mind.
Thoughts that are positive but with a negative part.

lost in my own mind for hours..

Is like a curse sometimes. Dont know what to do. How to express all these feelings that I have.

Trying to find ways..

Many times I felt like I ve found the way.
Then I am lost again..

Walking at the empty cold streets and feeling warm and happy.

But on the other hand I have been surrounded by many people but i was feeling alone and lost at the same time.