You go to sleep just because you do not want to think more.. you cannot even finish this last cigarette because seems too much..
The next morning you just wake up empty without feelings and when you realize what happend you feel empty and you wanna go back to sleep but you can't. .
You cannot concentrate to anything because you have the same feelings from yesterday night..
You go to work and for while you keep yourself busy but these thoughts are coming back which you try to avoid. ..
But the time comes... when you stay alone with your own thoughts and again you dont wanna think. But you cant avoid ...
You hope so the next morning is going to be different. Its going to be better...
You hope so..